a gateway drug

I’m a lone soul
Wandering helpless around
You only seek me when you are troubled
You only seek me when things are falling apart
Why only seek me when negatively is around
Am I just a tool to you?
Maybe just something to fill the void temporarily?
Then once you’re done with me, you go back to your normal life.
You just leave me alone again, wondering, what happened to that bond between us.
I have feelings too
I thought you cared
Why carry me along, if you don’t feel the same?
I am not, your gateway drug